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Name: Brandon
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State: Pennsylvania
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Birthday: 6/7/1987
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Interests: Getting to know the Creator in a more intimate way.
Expertise: Asking forgiveness.


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Friday, May 30, 2008

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

Well, the time has come for me to end this Xanga site. I have started two blogs elsewhere and frankly- I like them better.

I will be posting my thoughts and updates there if anyone is interested. One blog is more for ministry and one is for anything random that I feel like writing about or posting.

Most likely, I will be posting more frequently on Faint Musings and I will put a note there whenever I post on Delineated (so someone doesn't have to check both blogs).

It's been fun.


Friday, January 04, 2008

Pride

Genesis 11:1-9 – The Tower of Babel

Gen 11:1-9  Now the whole earth had one language and the same words. 

(2)  And as people migrated from the east, they found a plain in the land of Shinar and settled there. 

(3)  And they said to one another, "Come, let us make bricks, and burn them thoroughly." And they had brick for stone, and bitumen for mortar.

(4)  Then they said, "Come, let us build ourselves a city and a tower with its top in the heavens, and let us make a name for ourselves, lest we be dispersed over the face of the whole earth."

(5)  And the LORD came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of man had built. 

(6)  And the LORD said, "Behold, they are one people, and they have all one language, and this is only the beginning of what they will do. And nothing that they propose to do will now be impossible for them. 

(7)  Come, let us go down and there confuse their language, so that they may not understand one another's speech."

(8)  So the LORD dispersed them from there over the face of all the earth, and they left off building the city.

(9)  Therefore its name was called Babel, because there the LORD confused the language of all the earth. And from there the LORD dispersed them over the face of all the earth.

What was the error of these people? Pride. That is what caused them to disobey God.

Human pride becomes a tool to demonstrate God’s faithfulness in an entirely new way. God is all the more faithful to me when I am not faithful to Him. This is also grace. God’s grace empowers and enables His faithfulness since no one deserves it. This may sometimes be a problem since, in my pride, I desire to earn the good things of God. Such a task is not only impossible, it is blasphemous.

As soon as I feel worthy of being in a relationship with Him, my pride has made me forget who I am.

“A city is a fortified enclosure or keep for defense against the violence of the brute creation. A tower whose top may be in the skies for escape from the possibility of a periodical deluge. This is the language of pride in man, who wishes to know nothing above himself, and to rise beyond the reach of an over-ruling Providence. “And let us make us a name.” A name indicates distinction and pre-eminence.” –Albert Barnes

“Man’s program was, and still is today, to establish a world government without regard to his creator God. Man purposes to fulfill the imaginations of his own heart by freeing himself from any restraint from the Lord (Ps. 2:1-3).” –WOL QT Commentary

Psa 2:1-4  Why do the nations rage and the peoples plot in vain? 

(2)  The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the LORD and against his anointed, saying, 

(3)  "Let us burst their bonds apart and cast away their cords from us." 

(4)  He who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord holds them in derision.

“The bands of Yahweh and of his Anointed. They who are engaged in this combination or conspiracy regard Yahweh and his Anointed as one, and as having one object - to set up a dominion over the world. Hence, they take counsel against both; and, with the same purpose and design, endeavor to cast off the authority of each. The word “bands” here refers to the restraints imposed by their authority. The figure is probably taken from fastening a yoke on oxen, or the bands or cords which were used in plowing - the bands of the yoke being significant of their subjection to the authority or will of another. The same figure is used by the Saviour in Mat 11:29 : “Take my yoke upon you.” The idea here is, that it was the purpose of Yahweh and his Anointed to establish a dominion over men, and that it was equally the purpose of the kings and rulers here referred to that it should not be done.” –Albert Barnes

And cast away their cords from us - The same idea under another form - the cords referring not to that which would bind them as prisoners, but to the ropes or thongs which bound oxen to the plow; and, hence, to that which would bind men to the service of God. The word translated “cords” is a stronger word than that which is rendered bands. It means properly what is twisted or interlaced, and refers to the usual manner in which ropes are made. Perhaps, also, in the words “let us cast away” there is the expression of an idea that it could be easily done: that they had only to will it, and it would be done.” –Albert Barnes

Man’s plot sounds almost noble in today’s world: we are struggling to feel free. The irony is in the fact the one we struggle against is the One who gave us free will to begin with and desires to make us free indeed (Mat. 8). Man believes the lies of Satan regarding the rules of God. Satan convinces us that rules will limit our freedom. He tells us that God wants to restrict us and keep us from doing what we want. We accept the blasphemy that God wants us to be unhappy.

Once these lies are seen next to the truth, oh what a different picture emerges:

Psa 19:7-11  The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul; the testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple; 

(8)  the precepts of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes; 

(9)  the fear of the LORD is clean, enduring forever; the rules of the LORD are true, and righteous altogether. 

(10)  More to be desired are they than gold, even much fine gold; sweeter also than honey and drippings of the honeycomb. 

(11)  Moreover, by them is your servant warned; in keeping them there is great reward.

Directly converse to what the Devil and the Nations claim, God’s law is for revival - reviving the soul, wisdom - making wise the simple, joy - rejoicing the heart, enlightenment (clear vision) - enlightening the eyes, satisfaction - sweeter also than honey, safety - is your servant warned, and reward - there is great reward.

Mat 11:29  Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

He says, “Follow me and obey me because my laws are reasonable and will help you. They are not oppressive. They are easy to follow if you will only understand my intentions.”

How can I believe this unless I know the heart and mind of God? That He seeks only my good and safety. It becomes easier when I learn how God’s commands affect me experientially.


Sunday, December 23, 2007

Does what I do matter?

God is truth. Truth is a measurement of reality. Since there is reality, we must assume that there is only one reality. Something can’t be real and not real. Something can’t be true, and not true.

This holds with God. God cannot exist one way and exist in the exact opposite way. One of those ways is not true. It does not line up with reality. It is impossible for God to be love and for God not to be love. The bible says He is, thus, that is reality.

We all acknowledge these things. But when we talk about the seeming contradictions of our faith, these statements get tossed out the window. For example: God is in control and I have a choice. Both of those are reality. They do not alternate being true. There are not times when God is in control and times when I have a free will.

Now, think about this: if God is in control, then what I do doesn’t matter (a choice is measured by its affect and if it has no affect, then there was no choice to begin with (for discussion on this, see Note 1)). If I have free will, then what I do does matter (my choice affects something and so it makes a difference, it has affect). What we have done is created two realities. In one reality, my actions have affect, in the other they do not. We already said that this is impossible (God can’t be loving and not loving in the same way that my actions can’t matter and not matter).

So how can we make these things exist in one reality? The answer is quite simple: what I do matters in one way, and it doesn’t matter in another way. It matters in a different way than it doesn’t matter. Now you think that I have gone too far, but you have already agreed to this kind of thinking if you believe in the trinity. God is one God but three persons. He is three and one. He is three in a different way than He is one.

We don’t know what ways those are, and we can’t know because that would mean that we understand God. For example, in what way is God one and in what way is He three? We don’t know. In what way do my choices matter and in what way do they not matter? We don’t know.

Not knowing that is ok.

My point is that we must realize both of those truths. We must know that our actions matter in one way and that they don’t matter in another way. Why? Because they affect the way we live.

When we realize that our actions matter, then we will care about what we do. We will live for God and do what is right. But if all we realize is that there is some way in which our actions matter, then if we don’t act or act wrong, we will be broken and grieved and think that we are taking away from who God is or what we could’ve done for Him.

When we realize that our actions don’t matter, then we will not care about what we do. We will understand that God still loves us no matter what we do and that He still gets all the glory no matter what we do and that His plan will prevail no matter what we do. But if all we realize is that in some way, what we do doesn’t matter, then we will not even think twice about doing the right thing or serving God because those things will not affect anything. Not us, not God, and not anyone around us.

We must have balance. We must realize that yes there is a way in which what we do does not matter. But we will still live our lives a certain way because we realize that in another way, what we do does matter. Both of the ways are important, even though they are incomprehensible. How do I know they both matter? Because God says they both matter.

He says that we are to live a certain way. If it didn’t matter to God how we lived, then He wouldn’t have told us how to live in the first place. But He also says that “His council will stand and He will do all His pleasures.” He also makes clear that His glory and love are not based on or affected by what we do.

The real question is, can we as humans be thinking about both of those aspects at one time? Do we have the mental and spiritual ability to be convinced that what we do does matter while at the same time be equally convinced that it doesn’t? The answer is no. Only God can see things in that way.

We have to focus and think about one of those “ways” at a time because we are only human. The trick is, knowing when to think about the different ways.

When I wake up and wonder if I should do my quiet time, when I feel like punching someone, when I want to try to gain recognition and approval, when I wonder if I should serve God, I need to realize and focus on the fact that what I do does matter.

When I look back on my sin, when I think about evil in the world, when I wonder if I’ll go to heaven, when I wonder if God loves me, when I am not sure if God is in control, I need to realize and focus on the fact that what I do doesn’t matter.

When balanced, we will be confident in the power of God and His control over the world while living according to what He has told us.

Note 1:

What is a choice? It is a decision between two different outcomes. The key word is different. That’s what tips us off that a choice must be made. For example, your mom walks up and says, “What do you want for dinner tonight: soup, or soup.” The result of your choice is irrelevant. Thus, there is no choice. Your mom shouldn’t even have asked you. Also think about this choice, “Should I eat food or not eat food?” One way leads to life, one way leads to death. Since we want to live, we choose life. We make our choice based on what affect our choice will have. The point, however, is that it does have affect.


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Me or Them?

The Principle
The other day in my Quiet Time, I was thinking about Judah (Jacob's son) and how his character changes from being completely self-serving to focusing on serving others. It occurred to me that sin is self-gratification; love is others-gratification. I considered the difference between these two attitudes and found that they are opposites. That may sound obvious in theory, but it's not so obvious in practice.

The Question
When a Christian finds himself in sin, his first thought is usually, "How can I remove this sin from my life?" This is the wrong question. We must instead ask ourselves, "How can I serve someone else in this situation?"

The Practice
The struggle of our lives is not giving to our flesh versus not giving to our flesh, it is giving to our flesh versus giving to someone else. In Corinthians, Paul says, "Let all that you do be done in love." That is a huge blanket statement and it is a command. If we do something (eat food, go to bed, watch TV, drive to work, call a friend) and our motive is not love for someone else, we have sinned. When I go to bed, I am only doing so in order to serve others more effectively in the morning. When I eat food, it is to remain healthy and energized to serve others. When I watch TV or play a game or engage in a hobby, it is to remove stress so I may have high spirits and encourage and minister to others.

The Facts
Here's the deal: we are selfish people. We make thousands of selfish choices every day. God wants us to change that attitude of selfishness and do everything with the motive of love and service. We can no longer see ourselves as basically good when we realize how selfish we really are. God's law has done a wonderful job at showing us our selfishness. What a blessing to know that once we have seen our sin, His grace is perfect in freeing us from it.



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